I need a break

I am stress mann!! this sucks
kinda~
super packed the whole week and stuff
money not enough to use and i hate to always withdraw from my bank
it just shows how i spend my money
i need a break mann
not a pack full of activities

and i really will feel bad if two activities clashes tgt and i am doing a first-come-first-serve thing
and the other side got to make another date just to do another arrangement for me concerning ard 10 people
gosh! i am such an ass mann

it sucks to be me right now
i feel like an evil person
neglecting people who needs my care and accompany
doing things for people for their benefits instead of my interest
putting God aside
spending shitty money for things that i really need but going to be broke soon
I NEED A BREAK!

God i have sinned too much, how can I help myself?
i ever said i wont complain in 2013 right? haha see all these......
its hard to not complain mann
all these are small matters but i am kicking a big fuss just to make my blog on-going
i dont know what am i typing alr
bye :)