Comparing to work, each time I tick off something from the checklist I have this sense of completion and achievement, the joy that I have lesser things on hand. But for school, each time I tick off something, it is more of a sense of relief that I know that I will not have to face it again.
Frankly speaking, I was so excited to go back to school to study what I love doing and probably see myself working in such industry in the future. However, when school starts, I was just like traumatised on the very first day. I thought the first week could chill at least but I was wrong, totally wrong. I still feel that the first week from now is more chilled even though I did not chill lol...
Trimester is worse than Semester, let us all just face this. But guess what, I feel that deep down I feel negative therefore even the smallest thing that makes me happy made me appreciate things and people even more. Despite all these work, I was taught that they are not important! Jesus compared a camel going through the hole of a needle vs a man going to heaven. So what is homework and stress to me in this context? I can say that yes I am stress every single day for real and no joke because I know that once I am done with work, there are more to come and it just keeps adding non-stop until I realised I dont live the way I do last time. My time gets eaten away very fast and I will miss many outing opportunities with my friends. Every single pocket of time counts and I want to make full use of it, even the time I take to blog.
On the contrary, I want to thank God for many things. I hope that through this painful trimesterssss to come, they will make me a more thankful person :) Also, to love the people around me.
"We love because He first loved us."
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