Happiness

We always want to be happy
once we are happy, we always want to be more happy
... and we never feel enough

whats a simple happiness in our hearts?
i believe and feel that we always take things/people for granted
and tend to forget what good things they had contributed in our lives

can you recall when was the last time you feel that you did something great?
or spent on smth super expensive?
or did smth to make a person smile?
why do we need to pursue happiness?
we all want to be happy, why? BECOS when we are happy, we are satisfied with what we have and we feel SUPER SHIOK
cos there wont be complains, there wont be problems, everything just went tooo smooth for us till we forgot what happened to make that happiness

when you are angry with someone, or feeling pissed, offended, pathetic, think of how did that someone contributed in your life, if its just PURELY NOTHING, no point thinking over him/her cos its not worth it and life has to move on
but if there is, treasure that thought and that moment and remember it, thank the person for it although it could happen a few days or months or even years ago :)

in addition, we dont necessarily need a particular person to make us happy each time, thats kinda .. i wont say bad but poor thing?
we need to find ways to make ourselves happy?
for me, its pretty simple, just smile at any random moment, YEAH YOU GUYS THINK I AM NUTS
no! but thats my spirit, a powerful cheerful spirit God had graciously gave me and i am not going to neglect it
i love it when ppl praised me for always being joyful and all
when i told one of my colleagues that i ever cried during working time, she went "HUH really meh, wah but i always see you mei shi, still so happy leh, wah i like ur spirit, how i wish i can be like you"
even my boss also told me "oi, can you stop smiling, just put out a pokka face"
they love how positive i am on how i portrayed myself
I love and thanked God for this spirit :)