it has been a slacky day and i missing slacking
and my slacking time is never enough
i am so happy
1) 4 more chapters to go to finish the book of Acts, for prep
2) i got invited (not by permission) to participate in the PSA carolling for christmas celebration
3) Vera asked if i am keen to join the church carolling and i said yes, feeling so excited abt it.. haha i dont know why, i love to take part in church activities with the ppl in church lol
4) Actually, i was touched la, i mean.. Vera kinda asked to meet up with Melody and I to catch up
like wow, which dgl so caring right? i mean like... yeah and i was thinking next time when i become like her, shld i do that too? its not abt thinking if there is going to be topics to talk abt, its not abt thinking whether things will turn out awkward, its not abt worrying if we are going to turn up or what (but of cos we have to turn up like DUH).. its all abt I WANT TO CATCH UP WITH YOU kinda statement which this is what i called smth like love in the church
we care, we love, we try to understand ppl's problems and we see how we can help, its not abt being close but its abt having a common belief that brought us closer, dont you all think so? HAHA
yeah and i thanked God for that :)
I feel that there are more areas where i can serve and bring myself more into the family of church..
and recently, i am addicted to the Plant VS Zombies game
omg this game is addictive for me, and i always feel stress as i level up and seeing zombies coming i would actually scream and yeah ppl in the hse looking at me thinking what on earth am i screaming looking at my phone HAHA but its exciting and after every game, i would have a breath of RELIEF like HOOO
ITS DONE!
and recently, i have great motivation to work, although yes i know, SIAN is one of the words but i indeed enjoyed the absence of my managers and the (mentor) PA so yeah
being more independent and taking over my ex-colleague's job
and actually i would wish that i have 110% motivation greater for school so that i will be excited to study and also considering taking a part timer job in a hotel but not confirm yet.. i miss working and i hope that i can work in MBS this time, well not really erm "wise" to always stick to the same hotel becos i want to explore more customer service of the different hotels :)
hahah i am like feeling excited for smth i have to wait for a few months and on a 50-50 chance...
Monday, 18 November 2013
blogged last friday
Hi peeps, i guess at this point of time i can blog abt one of my colleagues who left PSA?
yeah, i actually wanted to share abt it here but havent had the time to
ok so I dont want to admit that i have the time right now but yeah HAHA
anyway, since she resigned, i will be taking over her job which isnt a good news becos it was promised that i wont be taking it so i dont understand what was going on
and reason simply being that they have yet to find someone to replace her job
and now everyone is messed up, three ppl taking over her job
firstly, they didnt tell us what we doing
second, i guess i am going to be crazily busy cos of this cos i am shouldering her stress which actually i am prepared to make myself even more want to leave/resign.. THANK GOD!
third, things are delaying and delaying and i heard that one day have 20 bills and it has been ... 3 weeks alr?well done dept!
yeah, being sarcastic here is so much better, yeah i know, not a good girl nor an excellent example but well, i have to stand up for myself abt this right?
so for now, i have to handle like both parts of my company
and i really hate to talk abt what am i doing in work, yeah i know i have ppl coming to ask me what do i do and blah blah blah
i dont blame them for asking cos they dont understand whats going on but if they keep asking and asking like as if they want to work in my company, YOU ARE WEIRD!
hahaha
ok i shall stop being evil
ok so the story was to be abt my dear and closest colleague named Jiaxin
she can be like my partner for every single thing we participate in PSA events
and yeah!! i really miss her, its like i kinda lost a best friend in my company
*why am i having cravings for poach eggs?* #random
HAHAHAH omg i am like acting like some weird girl like in youtube trying to advertise her OOTD den she was like "there is a hair in my mouth" erm erm.. RANDOMZ!
ok so yeah, i really do miss her and we didnt even had the time to talk much
i miss "gossiping" with her and crapping away with her
yeah, indeed lunch feels so empty without her and i am serious abt this.. not exaggerating
i shld pen down what happened in my company.. but not here not now, when i feel like it haha
kinda got to remove this address from my fb if not everyone has the chance to read my secrets which can be public but not too public even my colleagues know
yeah, i actually wanted to share abt it here but havent had the time to
ok so I dont want to admit that i have the time right now but yeah HAHA
anyway, since she resigned, i will be taking over her job which isnt a good news becos it was promised that i wont be taking it so i dont understand what was going on
and reason simply being that they have yet to find someone to replace her job
and now everyone is messed up, three ppl taking over her job
firstly, they didnt tell us what we doing
second, i guess i am going to be crazily busy cos of this cos i am shouldering her stress which actually i am prepared to make myself even more want to leave/resign.. THANK GOD!
third, things are delaying and delaying and i heard that one day have 20 bills and it has been ... 3 weeks alr?well done dept!
yeah, being sarcastic here is so much better, yeah i know, not a good girl nor an excellent example but well, i have to stand up for myself abt this right?
so for now, i have to handle like both parts of my company
and i really hate to talk abt what am i doing in work, yeah i know i have ppl coming to ask me what do i do and blah blah blah
i dont blame them for asking cos they dont understand whats going on but if they keep asking and asking like as if they want to work in my company, YOU ARE WEIRD!
hahaha
ok i shall stop being evil
ok so the story was to be abt my dear and closest colleague named Jiaxin
she can be like my partner for every single thing we participate in PSA events
and yeah!! i really miss her, its like i kinda lost a best friend in my company
*why am i having cravings for poach eggs?* #random
HAHAHAH omg i am like acting like some weird girl like in youtube trying to advertise her OOTD den she was like "there is a hair in my mouth" erm erm.. RANDOMZ!
ok so yeah, i really do miss her and we didnt even had the time to talk much
i miss "gossiping" with her and crapping away with her
yeah, indeed lunch feels so empty without her and i am serious abt this.. not exaggerating
i shld pen down what happened in my company.. but not here not now, when i feel like it haha
kinda got to remove this address from my fb if not everyone has the chance to read my secrets which can be public but not too public even my colleagues know
Wednesday, 13 November 2013
Happiness
We always want to be happy
once we are happy, we always want to be more happy
... and we never feel enough
whats a simple happiness in our hearts?
i believe and feel that we always take things/people for granted
and tend to forget what good things they had contributed in our lives
can you recall when was the last time you feel that you did something great?
or spent on smth super expensive?
or did smth to make a person smile?
why do we need to pursue happiness?
we all want to be happy, why? BECOS when we are happy, we are satisfied with what we have and we feel SUPER SHIOK
cos there wont be complains, there wont be problems, everything just went tooo smooth for us till we forgot what happened to make that happiness
when you are angry with someone, or feeling pissed, offended, pathetic, think of how did that someone contributed in your life, if its just PURELY NOTHING, no point thinking over him/her cos its not worth it and life has to move on
but if there is, treasure that thought and that moment and remember it, thank the person for it although it could happen a few days or months or even years ago :)
in addition, we dont necessarily need a particular person to make us happy each time, thats kinda .. i wont say bad but poor thing?
we need to find ways to make ourselves happy?
for me, its pretty simple, just smile at any random moment, YEAH YOU GUYS THINK I AM NUTS
no! but thats my spirit, a powerful cheerful spirit God had graciously gave me and i am not going to neglect it
i love it when ppl praised me for always being joyful and all
when i told one of my colleagues that i ever cried during working time, she went "HUH really meh, wah but i always see you mei shi, still so happy leh, wah i like ur spirit, how i wish i can be like you"
even my boss also told me "oi, can you stop smiling, just put out a pokka face"
they love how positive i am on how i portrayed myself
I love and thanked God for this spirit :)
once we are happy, we always want to be more happy
... and we never feel enough
whats a simple happiness in our hearts?
i believe and feel that we always take things/people for granted
and tend to forget what good things they had contributed in our lives
can you recall when was the last time you feel that you did something great?
or spent on smth super expensive?
or did smth to make a person smile?
why do we need to pursue happiness?
we all want to be happy, why? BECOS when we are happy, we are satisfied with what we have and we feel SUPER SHIOK
cos there wont be complains, there wont be problems, everything just went tooo smooth for us till we forgot what happened to make that happiness
when you are angry with someone, or feeling pissed, offended, pathetic, think of how did that someone contributed in your life, if its just PURELY NOTHING, no point thinking over him/her cos its not worth it and life has to move on
but if there is, treasure that thought and that moment and remember it, thank the person for it although it could happen a few days or months or even years ago :)
in addition, we dont necessarily need a particular person to make us happy each time, thats kinda .. i wont say bad but poor thing?
we need to find ways to make ourselves happy?
for me, its pretty simple, just smile at any random moment, YEAH YOU GUYS THINK I AM NUTS
no! but thats my spirit, a powerful cheerful spirit God had graciously gave me and i am not going to neglect it
i love it when ppl praised me for always being joyful and all
when i told one of my colleagues that i ever cried during working time, she went "HUH really meh, wah but i always see you mei shi, still so happy leh, wah i like ur spirit, how i wish i can be like you"
even my boss also told me "oi, can you stop smiling, just put out a pokka face"
they love how positive i am on how i portrayed myself
I love and thanked God for this spirit :)
Friday, 8 November 2013
IRRITATED
firstly, i want to explain why i am being irritated
1) one of my colleague resigned
2) surprisingly, i was PROMISED that i wont be even touching her work
3) sadly, i was involved in the handover and will be doing most of her job when there are others so much more experienced than me (sophia - 50% of her work, others only 10% or so to make up for the other 50%)
unfair! poor management!
and the job i am doing is to process bills and still waiting for the boss to brief me
i hope he will on monday becos right now, ppl are passing me letters i dont know (I SEE MANY STARS)
expecting me to know what the heck i am suppose to do
PLUS, I DONT EVEN HAVE ACCESS TO ANYTHING HOW TO PROCESS THOSE BILLS?
its stacking like hell and i really hate it
no sense of urgency, i shld have left with the same reason
1) one of my colleague resigned
2) surprisingly, i was PROMISED that i wont be even touching her work
3) sadly, i was involved in the handover and will be doing most of her job when there are others so much more experienced than me (sophia - 50% of her work, others only 10% or so to make up for the other 50%)
unfair! poor management!
and the job i am doing is to process bills and still waiting for the boss to brief me
i hope he will on monday becos right now, ppl are passing me letters i dont know (I SEE MANY STARS)
expecting me to know what the heck i am suppose to do
PLUS, I DONT EVEN HAVE ACCESS TO ANYTHING HOW TO PROCESS THOSE BILLS?
its stacking like hell and i really hate it
no sense of urgency, i shld have left with the same reason
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