22 July:
It was definitely worth it to take leave on this day
I REALLY NEEDED A BREAK!
and realised that now i have to save my leaves alr
felt so relaxed for once and away from work, not having to worry this and that and just living ur simple life in your comfy home
went for a farewell party organised by Emily
hahah thank you so much for inviting me, i am a rare guest indeed HAHA
23 July:
for the first time, felt so recharged at work
everything seemed to be so well-organised and i really love it
had a private talk with my manager and really felt blessed for what he said
anyway, even if it happens or not, i still want to thank God for everything He has done and put into my life
*I have always been wanting to blog abt my days, they can never get anymore less interesting
24 July:
I got the best opportunity in PSA to represent my company and also my department to be an ambassador hosting the NYP students
it was definitely a great experience for me which i never want to let go
I got "sabo" but it was a fair choice i should say, thank you so much :)
I so wanted to go and of cos got excited and could not wait for it
had briefing with Derek (the one whom i thanked for shortlisting me, finally got to work with him), Janice and Eugene to know how to guide the students on that day itself
it was so fun seeing poly students, reminds me of just last year, and mixing so well with the lecturers were definitely my pleasure and honour
talking to them abt my experience as an intern was indeed a rare opportunity for someone to share at this age and in this company, i should say i definitely accomplished more than just Human Resource, no doubt, my knowledge may lack of things that i forgot but the journey allowed me to see how God was / is working in my life, planning my direction and all
going back to PPT 1 & 2 was amazing, ppl whom i dont know recognised me and still remembered my name, i felt thankful :) met Mr Choo, Joy, and Sharon!! I miss her, but was sad that i didnt get to see Lina
got the chance to go for a port tour and it was so fun, like being a child taken to see big containers and vessels and all and you go like WOW, COAL (cool)
Life doesnt just stops here..
for me, it goes on and on and drains you down
BUT... this is when you will need to learn to pick urself up in a positive way and facing it strongly?
i realised I have been shedding tears almost every week and if this continues, no one can help me even if i needed someone
and so, with all courage, i decided to change my perspective of seeing things and prayed
pouring out my troubles to God and being clear on what i am saying and going to do next
this, to me, is important!
it will be point if i keep saying tmr will be a better day but not doing anything abt it or to it
today, daniel came over to my table and told me say that
each time he sees me, he felt that i become skinner and skinner...
become more tired, and lack of energy or alertness kind of thing
it was definitely a good thing if i continue like this and slim down but it was definitely never good as an overall consideration
life has to go on and we just got to live with it
treasure what God has given to you
cos one day, you feel that you have done so much and drained urself down just becos you are trying to make ppl happy instead of taking care of yourself
anyway, i shall stop blogging here
i thanked God for obstacles and trials that He has placed in my life
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