Life Changed

life changes for everyone of us living in this world (DUHH)
well, i want to thank God for everything to allow changes to be placed in my life
apparently, i am not really into an enthusiastic mood to share abt what changes or stuff but just really want to thank God for always guiding me through my life and that optimism in me that brings out that cheerful spirit that i always present myself to others
ok, i can share a bit bit la, it wasnt easy as i thought to take up more responsibilities nowadays
now i am like managing my working time tgt with my night time for prep bible study, and taking care of the family admins alr hahaha MACHIAM wife to be SIOH~!
yeah, going to move house and helping my grandma to read letters or plan to see furnitures, taking care of my brother in school or work and all, like maybe taking over a quarter of my dad's responsibility as a mini breadwinner in the family
bible study: that motivation whereby you have to do it every week and thinking abt it everyday is not at all blissful for the start and den i came to realise that i am forcing myself to do but i am not handling it in a good way as a servant for the Lord
i prayed, for my intentions to be right, for my priorities in life to always place God first no matter what
yes i admit, the time i used to declare FREE is limited alr, i am not as free as the past Sophia used to be
i will think what i need to do for the day and things need to be considered
i really want to earn that understanding from ppl... cos is more of placing God first
i may fall short or what but i want to strive to what i can even at my last breath to glorify Him
ask yourselves Christians, what have you all been doing? wandering abt to here and there, does it get you to anywhere? have you been praying to God? and how has God guide you and all?

my answer: I have been struggling a little with time management but still considered smooth as i get my things done, i am not wandering becos i dont even have the time to, i am packed with upcoming things to do, i have been relying and depending more on God each day (i hope this doesnt dies), HE IS ALWAYS GUIDING ME and i am grateful for that always
going to church on a sunday is the best day i can ever asked for in a week :)

Family!
I have never been a person to read the newspaper unless its something that interest me
well, let me share ....
the only time i touch a newspaper is when i am reading the tv timetable
gosh, if you are my parents or boss, confirm will give me one tight slap ahhahaa
another time when i touch a newspaper will be when there are scandalous cases of celebrities or extreme murderous cases...
i am not a person who is able to allow HOUSING BLOCK, ECONOMIC CRISIS, POLITICIANS, WORKER'S PARTY blah into my mind (maybe allow but can never remember)
CPF, NFK, BUYING HOUSE, stock market here and there or buying car, financial analysis ETC
I am not a news person, and so taking up such responsibilities can be a little struggle and unwilling
but for now, is like CPF and buying house la so have my dad still ok HAHA
recently, i heard that my brother lost some money and it somehow just struck me that i have the responsibility to know what happen or how (taking care of this matter which my dad had no clear idea abt)
as some of you may know that i dont stay with my parents, i am staying with my grandma and my brother in a flat, going to move out soon somewhere this month or next
yup, so this is family, moving on

Life! (this covers alot so i am just going to say this much)
i should stop complaining and work towards what is upcoming to me
I would want to thank God that i kinda found my happiness
my blissful period of my life has began but there are definitely feelings of uncertainty which i want to commit and submit them all to God
well, as God is my creator, i lift my burdens to Him, not just becos I belong to Him but He is definitely my One and Only Saviour whom i can approach to

Blog!
and due to the fact that i haven been blogging as regularly as last time in my previous blog, i am sure my readers really went down the scale yeah
i do explain things in my blog so if you guys didnt read or what, i am sorry but dont blame me for things that i cant do becos i have said and you didnt take the effort to know as how you did last time
all i want is one word: UNDERSTANDING
its easy but it seems really hard for some ppl in this world to even do it
plus even if i dont explain in my blog, i am sure by human nature, we shld understand one another
and i am not saying on my own perspective, i am saying this on the behalf of alot of ppl
and i do know that we all have our own principles and standards of expectations but please do make the effort to UNDERSTAND
and i wont push all the way for stubborn ppl who refuses to do it, i did my part and sorry to say but i have other better things to do besides all these

well, its a blessing to be able to rejoice and look forward to the upcomings in the future
entering into working life is like into a new world for me, totally~
I am grateful to live no matter how life sucks becos God is with me!
haahha and i really miss maisie, it has been super long since we last met in August 2012!!! :O HAHAHA

One thing i love abt friends and i want to achieve is:
Rejoice with those who rejoice,
mourn with those who mourn.