I want to declare that I want to prioritize God first
Friends, I hope you can understand this becos it is not easy for me to manage church and all outings smoothly when I am working and all.. Not easy at all and it's super stress.. The feeling which I hate and needed God most!
So just saying in advance in any case that I won't be able to make it for outings or worse still Dont even ask me to plan, God comes first and just first and nothing else.. Alright? Had a deep talk session with my dad and really felt disappointed with myself that I am unable to manage all these and please God
For now I am just trying to settle down and ponder things in life! Life has been busy, nothing but busy with so many activities that I don't even have time for God, hope you guys are understanding cos I do believe I make understand friends :)
If you guys are bored, perhaps take some time to maybe just encourage me ok? I know I may kinda ask for too many requests but I really need them somehow now and during this period of pondering and reflecting
I don't want to leave God and I don't want God to leave me becos I need Him!
Sigh really feeling down nowadays and hope I can manage my time better within this trial kind of thing :')
Goodnight :)
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