well, what can i say when someone just dumps you something that you thought you are suppose to coordinate with him/her but ends up you are the ONLY one handling it, ending it alive..
i am grateful to be alive, and successful? is that the right word to use or say?
as long as i know that i did it and did my best and did what i could, i am fine to feel good about it
besides, whats the point having a promotion but still being treated the same way?
you just have to pick urself up and deal with it with a smile, fake smile i should say...
can i say that i am frustrated? truly i am, were, and ever
sometimes being #ignored #thrown #"ill"treated??
and the hash tags goes on...
i think i am overreacting too, aint i?
yes i think i am, i am thinking too much also and cant be bothered to think any further..
and why did you stare at me with that face as if you did not understand what i was trying to say?
clearly it was your responsibility to do it... haish, i feel bad complaining, i feel bad being in my own shoe, i want to be happy but it doesnt seem like there is a light of the tunnel waiting for me..]
i am feeling stressful, so much so that sometimes i feel like breaking down..
i am also starting to make decisions by myself, not going through you becos you never have time so i dont have a choice.. dont know if right or wrong, besides, i will be the one taking the blame for you, so might as well i handle things by myself..
it is just sad, that i finally get to taste how it is like to work with you.. but only now then i realise..
you should know how unhappy people were when they heard of your "achievement"
i dont know what more to say already...
